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So sem has officially ended; and I'm officially on vacation from hell for the meantime.; temporarily rebuilding and recollecting myself after this very chaotic semester, no thanks to my subjects, particularly my 3 MST GEs (BIO 1, NASC 1, and STS), all which are even harder than my major.
So I thought I had it right. Or so I thought. I didn't know what NASC 1 was then when I decided to enlist for the subject. I only knew on the first meeting that it was about physics and chemistry. Those are my waterloo honestly. I just said to myself.."wtf what have I gotten myself into?"
Two months later, I got my first failed exam in over a year, albeit seeking form a friend whose major is BS Physics with Materials Science and Engineering. I just suck in that subject ok..
My classmate in French told me that I shouldn't have taken up 3 MST GEs all in one semester. That could spell disaster. If I only knew. And you bet attending BIO 1 and STS was equally torturous.
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I drowned myself with coffee for the last two weeks. I was lucky enough to have 5 hours of sleep a night. I was going to my classes literally trembling in too much coffee that had altered the blood in my veins. All in a desperate attempt for a second straight shot at dean's list.
Thought I already left hell for a temporary break. I guess not yet. Even today, I'm already bearing the weight of days that only are soon to come. You see, CRS is majorly fucked. Those subjects which I needed were denied in the first batch run. I need a miracle to get those subjects in the next two batch runs. Haaaay...
Where, when and how I should and could start desensitizing myself from school mode and rebuilding myself? Ah..with a sleep...
Si I'm signing off now and reward myself a 12-hour sleep.
Tomorrow will be a new day, and hopefully I'd be ready by then to join yet the earth's spin of progress to regress.
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